and I am tired for whatever reason, despite getting to bed early, have a bit of a headache, and am having trouble getting my brain warmed up in general.
But I am just not feelin’ the love today. Between a snarky comment by the director on Friday that is still bugging me, and being bombarded with dumbassed questions this morning, I am wondering if PT will actually be worse rather than better. (I am already getting the impression that they are going to try to suck 40 hours worth out of me in the space of 20.)
However, I will put forth a genuine effort between next week and May 15th to make it work. I think 6 weeks is more than enough time to evaluate. If it’s working, fantastic. If not, we gave it the old college try - but I’m not going to drag it out any longer than that.
I really would like this to work, just not feeling optimistic about it this morning. But like I said, I’m also tired and a little off my game in general, which usually doesn’t result in my being exceptionally upbeat, because I am more thinking about a nap. :)
